Angelina Jolie look-alike and octomom Nadya Suleman is now having major regrets after having eight more babies.

“I screwed myself, I screwed up my life, I screwed up my kids’ lives… What was I thinking?” Suleman was quoted as saying in an upcoming documentary that will let viewers witness the emotional, physical and financial struggles of a single mother of 14.

Suleman, who already had six children before the IVF treatments for the eight babies began, admits in the documentary that not once did she think about the future while she was pregnant, and now resents herself for going through the multiple birth.

“What the heck am I going to do? I have to put on this strong face and I have to pretend like I don’t regret it. I cannot regret it now because I have them and they are here, but what was I thinking?”

To catch a better glimpse inside Suleman and her 14 kids’ lives, watch out for “Octomom: the Incredible Unseen Footage”, due to air in Fox tonight for a two-hour special.